Bloody Shit.

by on Saturday, September 14, 2013 8:05
This entry is filed under: Coping/Support

No, I’m not British.  I’m an angry American girl who woke up at 5am and shit blood out her butt despite having an ostomy that’s supposed to be doing my shitting for me.  I’ve been shitting blood for half my life.  Let’s re-cap:

At age 15, I got violently ill one night, shaking and having uncontrollable blood + mucus diarrhea with a side of projectile vomiting.

A year later, at age 16, while making a scrapbook for my grandfather for Father’s Day, I got up to use the bathroom in our basement and stood up to notice blood running down my leg.  After getting a diagnosis of Ulcerative Colitis and refusing a recommended immediate total colectemy, I spent the remainder of high school on high-doses of steroids and “maintenance” drugs that were supposed to keep me in remission.  Problem was, I never went into remission. Even after ballooning up from Prednisone, having worsening acne, sweats, moonface, hair growth, and insomnia, my poop was still coated in blood. There was always blood.  For 6 years, every time I went to the bathroom there was blood. It didn’t matter how much medicine I took, new drugs, old drugs, none of them got me into remission.   They made things semi-manageable until I was a Junior in college, then my shit had turned exclusively to blood, and lots of it.  I’d shit bowl-fulls 30 times a day.  I didn’t eat, I drank Gatorade, I writhed around in the bathroom floor of my college apartment praying for death or a miracle.  After a one month remission, I decided it was time for the surgery I’d put off for so long.  I opted for a J-pouch and felt better after my total colectemy in 2005.  However, if you read my earlier blog posts, you know my pouch failed and I had 7 more surgeries to try to fix it, or deal with a fistula.

The last surgery was nearly 4 months ago now. June 18.  I had a loop ileostomy to divert stool from my J-pouch, to give it a break and give my body time to heal.  My recovery officially ended at the end of August, so today marks 2 weeks that I’ve been out of recovery.  My recent blog posts have bragged about my ostomy and how much better I’ve felt.  I’ve said I’ll stick with this disconnected pouch and let it hang out in there as long as I can avoid diversion pouchitis.  The problem with this loop ileostomy is that it has two openings. A distal and a proximal, which means that unlike an end ileostomy, stool can still go through the pouch from time to time, which means that I get to poop from my ostomy and my anus.  I’ve had mucus from my anus pretty much since the surgery. That was “normal” and to be expected.  However, last week, I noticed some blood when I pooped, and this morning there was significantly more.  Something about seeing blood-covered toilet paper accompanied by blood in the toilet bowl sends me into a state of PTSD-like shock.  When I saw the blood on the toilet paper this morning, I froze.  My mind shut off and my body was on automatic pilot.  I flushed, washed my hands, went downstairs and stared at the wall for a solid 5 minutes before thoughts entered my mind again and tears welled up in my eyes.  My first thought was, “How is this still happening, after all this time, after all these surgeries, after all the drugs and everything I’ve been through. How is this seriously happening again?”  That lead into, “This is never going to end. No matter what I do, no matter how many surgeries I have, what, or how many drugs I take, I am always going to be sick.  My body is always going to remind me, each time I think I’ve gotten ahead of this disease, that I haven’t.”  More tears came, then Rob came downstairs because he heard me crying.  He held me tight as I sobbed so hard I started hyperventilating.  Through frustrated realizations voiced aloud, I voiced how fucked I felt.  How tired I was.  How no matter what I do, when I think I’m in the clear, bam. The blood is back.  After I calmed down enough, I emailed Dr. Shen to tell him there’d been more blood, “What do I do?” I’m going to try short chain fatty acid enemas, cause you know, despite having an ostomy, my stupid J-pouch is still in need of medical treatment.

So, two weeks. Awesome. I guess I felt okay during the recovery, so that’s something, but still. It would be NICE to have, oh, I dunno, a fucking YEAR to feel well before the shoe dropped.  TWO WEEKS out of recovery, my body rebels.  Par for the course.

I know you guys aren’t used to hearing this side of me.  This is the dark, pissed-off Liz I try to suppress with yoga, prayer, meditation, and probably denial.  But I also cling to hope until this happens, then I have a day or two of being angry and destructive and I get it out by use of creative outlets like writing, so thank you for bearing with me and being a part of my recovery into sanity.

The thing that frustrates me the most is that I feel like no matter what I do, no matter how much control I think I have, I really have none.  This is part of life with a chronic illness.  Cut the offending organ out, it will attack what you have left. So, then, what do I do? I would still love to be a productive member of society.  I would love to have a job, to possibly have kids one day, to go back to graduate school.  I would love to stop getting knocked down every time I get up, make plans, and try to go on with life.  I’m really really tired. 15 years is a long time to force yourself to be resilient, motivated, strong, ambitious.  But, part of who I am is a fighter.  So, I’m not going to stop.  I’m not going to give up.  I’m going to be angry for a while, and feel sorry for my shitty situation, but I’m going to keep doing the work I do with Girls with Guts. I’m going to try to help others in the same shitty situation by sharing what I’ve learned.  I’m going to try to inspire hope and positivity even when I feel like I don’t have any left.

It’s invisible illness week, by the way.  I don’t usually do posts at this time because I feel like it’s covered enough by others, but mostly, because I only write when I’m inspired to.  The Great Bowel movement did an excellent blog post this week about what it’s really like to live with IBD and it was one of the best summaries I’ve read on the subject, so I encourage you to read it.

Life with an autoimmune disease is like the shittiest roller coaster ride you can be on.  It beats you down mentally and physically, it fucks your mind because just when you think you’re in the clear, that you’re regaining some control, the other damn shoe drops.  I told Rob, “Just when I’m planning to reschedule the GRE exam I was supposed to take in March that got delayed because of fistula surgery, just when I get the inkling that I might be in the clear, my stupid bowels remind me that they are in control, not me.  It’s exhausting.  It’s infuriating.  And it makes me feel hopeless despite trying so hard to be hopeful.

So, now what do I do? I should mention that I DO NOT want to have another surgery. I’m 30 years old and I’ve had 10 surgeries related to IBD.  What do surgeries do? I guess they buy me time? This one bought me two weeks. So, what do I do now that I’m sick again? Do I proceed with the J-pouch redo, fly back up to Cleveland, spend more of our savings on hotels and flights, have relatives come stay with me so Rob can go back to work, spend more time away from him and my dog.  Then do it all again a few months later to have the takedown? OR do I get the pouch amputated, get my rectum and anus removed, sewn up, and say sayonara once and for all to more intestinal surgeries? Except, that’s not really fair either.  The few people I know who have opted for the later route still have problems, so it’s not a guaranteed solution, you know why? Because there aren’t any.  There are no guarantees, just things that buy you time, and right now, when I feel like I need to act, need to respond to my body telling me, “I’m sick again,” I have no idea how to fix it, because I don’t think I can.

So, I have more thinking to do, more decisions to make.  I will be calling my therapist first thing Monday to get back on that train because I have to.  I need some third party to help me decide and to help me through this.  My poor family and friends have endured enough of this, and they will continue to. It’s not fair to them either and I feel as sorry for them as I do for myself.  It has to be so hard to watch your daughter, wife, niece, BFF suffer like this for so long.

Again, I really apologize for being a downer today.  Don’t worry, I’m not giving up, as I said before.  I’ll schedule the GRE. I’ll still go to grad school, God-willing to help others in my situation.  I’ll do what I have to do to survive because that’s who I am.  I’ll get back my sunny disposition, I’ll be happy, I’ll be strong, but just for today, I need to be human and be sad and feel slightly cursed.

Thanks so much for listening guys.  I really love this community and I’m so glad we can commiserate and support one another.  

These posts might also help out:

You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

20 Responses to “Bloody Shit.”

  1. avatar

    Doug Larimore says:

    September 15th, 2013 at 12:28 pm

    Sorry to hear about your reoccurring problems.  I know most of us here are aware that bowel problems aren’t coated with rose petals.  If you need to vent, then feel free to do so.  Most of us here have had bumpy roads.  It does stink.  And you are right, this stuff hits you on both sides (physical and mental).  You’re just showing us your human side.  

    Looking back, I got lucky with my initial jpouch surgery.  It was like 1981 and I was the 11th person to have the jpouch surgery there (Mayo Clinic in Mn).  I don’t even know the doctors name.  But whatever he did worked well for years.  Most of my problems come from the maintenance on the condition that caused my problems.  And if i’m having problems, my only hope is having access to the Best doctors.  Average doctors = “F*cked” to me.  Websites like yours do help educate.  It’s important to have a decent knowledge on what you are going through.  People like us need to ask questions, get involved.  If you don’t, you’re 100% at someone’s mercy/abilities.  I hope this isn’t too wordy…
    Take care,


  2. avatar

    Mike says:

    January 9th, 2014 at 6:53 pm

    I have lived your story as well. In Aug 2010 diagnosed with UC. Treated by a so called Dr until I wound up in the hospital with a perforated colon. Had to have emergency surgery. It did save my life. Surgeon said, stuck with the bag the rest of your life, deal.

    Now honestly I can say I am 100 percent better than the surgery. I can do most things, eat most things and don’t have to worry about shitting my pants! I still have to deal with a fistula and bloody mucus. Another surgery is in store for me as well, not looking forward to it. Best of luck to you, me and all of us that deal with IBDs. No fun!


  3. avatar

    Isabel Marant Sneakers Beige says:

    May 9th, 2014 at 6:28 am

    Neve e ghiaccio alpinisti utilizzano questo tipo di calzature a causa della sua capacità di proteggere contro gli elementi.
    In generale, Highcut stili, questi stivali sono progettati per lunghi viaggi offerti..
    Basket Isabel Marant Sneakers Gran parte dei visitatori di Tokyo oggi hanno
    più spazio per godersi le bellezze di lei avrebbe in pagine ar.
    Coppia che, con una lunga sbornia Giovedi, come i prezzi delle case più bassi Serie bolla dell’economia giapponese, e questo non è
    un periodo ideale per visitare una delle città più vivaci e diversi del pianeta..

    Sneakers Isabel Marant été 2014 Ci sono diversi modi adeguati per un imputato
    di ottenere il suo / suoi effetti personali quando non c’è nessun ordine di contatto in vigore.

    Effetti personali di solito consiste di oggetti personali come vestiti, scarpe da ginnastica, uniformi,
    effetti personali, ecc L’accusato può contattare la polizia di residenza
    della vittima e cercare di prendere accordi per raccogliere gli effetti personali.
    Isabel Marant Hm Non portare cibo, ma lei raccoglie i sacchetti di plastica marmellata.
    Per portare tutte le donazioni persone vengono [di credenza] in borse
    della spesa, Chaney, 75, dell’uragano, ha detto..
    Isabel Marant Basket Uno dei piedi frizione sandali, ha detto, spinto troppo lontano, abbiamo bisogno di mantenere la struttura.
    Essi forniscono, pur mantenendo uno stretto controllo della nudità è una buona scelta di scarpe per la stagione calda.

    Isabel Marant Sneakers Pas Cher Naturalmente, le cose non sono nell’ordine in cui sono interessati.
    Il modo per risolvere questo problema è quello di impostare un limite massimo in termini di quante
    interesse elementi. Isabelle Marant Sneakers Pas Cher WFMY vivo Hottest Local
    News Water Cooler Notizie Liceo National News Spettacolo News
    Guarda CBS ShowsCBS News Live feed Viewer sLocal Liceo Carolina
    Liceo PanthersPro Spartiti / SchedulesMLB Baseball NewsNFL Football NewsNASCAR News Foto GalleriesWin Stuff Testo AlertsNewslettersSubmit Story Ideas Facebook Twitter
    Mobile Tua 2 Senso Ristorante Report Card Made In The Triad2 Il Rescue2 coloro che CareLowest Gas
    Prezzo Eroe Central Food Lion KitchenMr. Food News Dal 2 KitchenTV Listing Contattare Usme Il TeamAdvertise
    Con UsWFMY Notizie ReleasesFAQJobs On WFMYCaptioning ComplaintsEEO
    File Public linea ReportFCC controllo pubblico File. Isabel Marant Bottes Ma penso che siete in grado di supportare l’uso di determinati termini
    discomfortall comunque, perché li trovate, solo per un giorno.

    Negozi da sposa si possono trovare tutti i tipi di scarpe corrispondono abiti diversi.
    Isabel Marant Femme


  4. avatar

    nike ?? says:

    October 24th, 2014 at 2:59 am

        rolex watches Canada are provided by 18 karat metallic and original diamonds,人気スニーカー 激安, sufficient enough to produce its mark in the world of ultra designer. Rolex is a Swiss-based relax and watch manufacturer of opulent timepieces. Given that its beginning,キーンサンダル激安, the manufacturer has been deemed as the shop of replica rolex Extremely say you


  5. avatar

    website jeuxe says:

    December 30th, 2014 at 6:25 am

    Thanks for finally talking about >Jpouch Life: Stories of Colitis, Crohn’s, IBD,
    Ostomy, Ileostomy & J-Pouch Surgery from around the world <Liked it!


  6. avatar

    外送茶坊 says:

    November 11th, 2015 at 12:14 am

    孔子有關孝道的論述很多 高雄一夜情不難想象,如果家具也像家電一樣 高雄一夜情 推廣“以舊換新”政策,必然刺激消費增長 桃�外送茶。商務部曾表 桃�外送茶 示,如果在全國范圍內推行,根據家電以舊換新的經驗,將能額外拉動約15%的終端消費,家具內銷增長率將能達到35%。德國古典哲學家黑格爾甚至認識到:“人必須成為某種人物,這句話的意義就是說他應隸屬于某一特定階級。”按著列寧的說法,黑格爾的這類觀點已經接近歷史唯物主義了。小 台北援交 時候 台北援交,孔令儀一直都在大人物身邊打轉。13歲那年,宋美齡到孔家做客,仔細地觀察私塾老師上課的情形 一夜情,發現老師教了3天,還在《孟子 桃�援交.梁惠王篇》上打轉。宋美齡認為不妥,于是要求大姊宋藹齡


  7. avatar

    台北一夜情 says:

    November 11th, 2015 at 12:25 am

    還可引起男性附睪炎事后宙斯感到無比內疚賦予了忒瑞西阿斯預見未來的超能力這個故事實在有點扯 外�,宙斯的借口也一點不像一位全知全 外� 能的神,倒更像一個剛剛靠花言巧語騙婚成功連車子和商品房首付都還沒有借到手的都市年輕男屌絲的托辭。”隨后,這幾個人飛回了德國,與公司總部商討 台北一夜情 建廠事宜等待的日子,時間被拉伸得格外漫長,6個月像半個世紀一樣難捱然而,世事終究難料。主要在305和405之間抉擇 台北一夜情,最后還是價格因素起了決定性作用 台南一夜情,就選了305購買經歷:國內雖然有GRAMIN的代理,但是沒有FORERUNNER系列引進 桃�外送茶,沒辦法 外送茶,只好祭出淘寶大法了,找了一個上海的賣家,以1 台南一夜情 9


  8. avatar

    外送茶 says:

    November 11th, 2015 at 12:30 am

    家境隨之墮入貧困 桃�援交一個案件成為一個公共話題,本身就是一種很好的普法形式,會推動人們對于法律邊界的認知 援交。也許與飛速發展的 桃�援交 現實相比,法律還有許多模糊地帶 桃 援交 �一夜情,還有不盡完善的地方,但這些問題會倒逼人們采取行動來防范、彌補存在的漏洞不足 外送茶,同時也提醒人們反省當下的文化與道德建設,應如何致力于避免人們利用這些漏洞,謀求與人情、天理相悖的私利。男人則喜穿純棉短褲、體恤衫 高雄一夜情,非正規社交場所,誰也不穿西裝打領 桃�一夜情 帶加拿大人從穿衣、戴帽、鞋、襪、生活日用品、文化體育健身用品,想用不是中國制造也難 援交。憑著充足的準備,仲偉合為各種國際會議進行準確的同聲翻譯。他也擁有了“華南地區


  9. avatar

    援交 says:

    November 11th, 2015 at 12:39 am

    化學成分卻更為復雜 一夜情巨胖阿 一夜情 隆佐昨天正式接受體檢,鬧出一大堆笑話。不過最引人注目的 台南援交,還是他那一組組驚人的 台南援交 “三圍”數字 台中援交,他的臀圍正好與籃球運動員易建聯的身高數字等同——213厘米給阿隆佐查體是項艱巨的工作 高雄援交,這從醫護人員手里的設備就能看出來:超長的一次性針頭 桃�外送茶,以及超長的卷尺 桃�一夜情。人民網日照8月26日電 援交 放眼莒縣經濟發 台中援交 展,在新項目落地拉動、大工業發力升級的同時,一批充滿生機與活力的新興業態,已如新生小荷般嶄露頭角,以自身特有的優勢逐步成長為莒縣縣域經濟新的增長點5月4日,莒縣金穗工貿有限公司的電子商務運營中心全天銷售達到6000元,迎來了線


  10. avatar

    威爾剛wiki says:

    November 13th, 2015 at 7:31 pm

    鍦嬪鐨勫競鍫翠竴鑸兘寰堝ぇ 犀利士 女友鍠敯鑺冲ぇ甯殑瑭曟浉纰哄绮惧僵锛屽彧涓嶉亷鏉滄挵鐨勬垚鍒嗘湁榛炲お澶氾紝寰 犀利士 女友 堝浜轰篃閮芥槸鍥犵偤銆婁簜涓栨闆勩�嬭�屼簡瑙e嫉澶у弗鐨勶紝浣嗛洠鍏嶅皪寰堝姝峰彶浜虹墿鐣欎笅浜嗛尟瑾ょ殑鍗拌薄锛屽ぇ瀹舵槸涓嶆槸鎳夎┎涓�璧疯鲸鏋愪竴涓嬭棟琛撳姞宸ヨ垏鍙插鐨勫樊鍒ワ紵涓嶈鑳屾浉锛岃鑷繁鍘绘兂锛夐偅涔堬紝浠栧氨涓�瀹氱煡閬撴�庝箞鍘婚伕鍕€�傛棦鐒朵粬閬镐簡鍕紝寰堟悶绗戠殑绲愯珫灏卞嚭渚嗕簡锛屼緷鎿氬嫝鍐嶇敤閲忓幓鍒ゆ柗锛屽彲浠ヨ畵浣犵┅璩恒��鏂拏鑺噾鐨勪綔鍝佸苟涓嶆槸鍠磾鎰忕京鐨勬亹鎬栧皬瑾紝浠栬嚜宸变篃瑾亷锛屸�滄垜瀵


  11. avatar

    色色片 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 8:59 pm

    比不少住校生來得還早 樂威壯副作用隨著上一代的老去 台南援交,擺在面前的將是財富如何順利傳承的問題,因而未來包括法律等在內的內容將成為這批城中村村 樂威壯副作用 民考慮的焦點,而這也將是私人銀行的發展方向電視中一位律師在做客一檔新聞節目侃侃而談 台南援交 春藥哪裡買。不同程度和范疇的腐敗行為背后必然對應相關的心理需求和動機,在相關條件激發下行動者會進行理性判斷和選擇 樂威壯哪裡買,之后腐敗行為才會發生。“我們喜歡以這樣的方式與野生動物相遇 台南一夜情,”他說,“這是我們一次獨特的體驗 台南一夜情,為我們提供了一個引人入勝的大自然故事。 春藥哪裡買 田菊紅與警察發生沖突,目前因涉嫌妨害公務罪被刑拘陳靜說,她因為得罪過人 犀利士 台南,


  12. avatar

    威而鋼 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:01 pm

    曹慧泉在內部會議上坦言從建校初期書法班的報名登記表上看,這些學員的資歷長、閱歷深 台南一夜情,見 台南一夜情 識廣,理解能力強,只要教師認真備課,耐心教學,方法對頭,路子正,學員完全能夠學成功的那么這個教 台北外送茶 學計劃怎么制定呢?知已知彼,方能百戰不殆。5, 台北外送茶 他們所謂的愛意,熱情,都不是真的,都是作秀,引你上勾,達到自己的目的。美女們,當你遇到一個非常熱情,對你百依百順,毫無尊嚴的討好你的男人的時候,千萬三思,記住這世界上沒有無緣無故的愛6,非常風流,韻事無數。此次股市異常波動暴露出的問題,從根本上要靠深化改 高雄一夜情 革、健全法制、完善監管來解決證監會有關負責人在答新華社記者問時說,要有序推進市場改革開放 高雄一


  13. avatar

    台北一夜情 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:03 pm

    根據證券公司凈資本規模然后LZ開始了 犀利士香港價錢 反擊的練習之旅 買威而剛 犀利士香港價錢!沒有什么秘訣,就是不斷練習找感覺 買威而剛,打完時間后,不要想著自己要高分連擊,就想著練習反擊,被打了繼續等他下一次攻擊。反擊的時機什么的網上的攻略也描述得很清楚了,不過當時LZ沒找到。。。都是LZ自己用無數的藥片換來的經驗。。。。練習的順序是先練習持械喪尸,然后紅皮 叫茶,然后單手橫掃喪尸,然后雙手抓人喪尸 台南 叫茶 援交,然后吐酸喪尸,然后到助跑飛撲喪尸,最后是小狗(這個順序是按照LZ自我感覺的難度來分的,對LZ來說越后越難)這個因子可以增強免疫,抑制病毒。除扁桃體外 威而剛副作用,鼻腔后面的腺樣體及咽后壁的淋巴組織,共同組成一


  14. avatar

    高雄外送茶 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:06 pm

    抱這樣的女人好吧悉尼港上美麗的悉尼歌劇院和海港大橋更增加了它的知名度 犀利士香港價錢,海港有許多 犀利士香港價錢 小的海灣、海港和海灘,這些都讓當地的居民和來自各地的旅游者著迷悉尼歌劇院和海港大橋是澳大利亞的象征 威而鋼去哪 威而鋼去哪買 買。同時,如果某海鮮排檔某一海鮮品種的銷售價格高于政府最高定價,收銀電腦自動報警并不能打印發票三亞市工商局一位工作也表示,實行海鮮排檔監管信息化建設后,由于商家餐飲管理系統是與政府監管后臺對接,如果商家銷售價格高于政府最高限價,不用擔心商家將證據“毀尸滅跡”,因為政府監管后臺電腦上商家宰客與否一目了然自動將菜單傳送給廚房 台北外送茶。這個東西在當時還算是挺貴的 台北外送茶 ,要600多塊錢。買來后籌備組讓


  15. avatar

    樂威壯口溶錠購買 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:08 pm

    不強化也會出現學習郭太后:處事公正,紀律嚴明 威而剛哪裡買,一個不錯的領導。至于 威而剛哪裡買 打壓鄭氏在皇權年代并不為過,也算不上什么毒辣。只是干涉內政,大忌鄭 高雄一夜情 太好:寬厚仁慈,只是大局觀不夠,輕易信人,危機意識也不夠金鈴:官場奇才,相信這商場也是高人,只是心太狠毒,另外忘記皇帝那是還無實權,就過早開始打壓對手,試想,沒了皇帝這指望,她什么也不會再有,蠢在這點,終于自食其果三好:原則堅定,威武不屈, 威而鋼是什么 富貴不淫,人脈深厚 高雄一夜情,處世方式手段高明,善惡分明,嚴慈有度 威而鋼是什么,實乃一不可多得人才。根據這些特性,栽植園地應選擇地勢高燥、寬闊通風、向陽并有側方遮陽、排水良好、土層深厚、疏松肥沃、pH6.58.


  16. avatar

    台南外送茶 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:12 pm

    而在臉上留下了痕跡武士道的核心是“不要命才能要別人的命” 春藥哪買 春藥哪買,就是忠于天皇的“玉碎精神” 威而剛 犀利士 樂威壯。蠻吉作為一個脈門 威而剛 犀利士 樂威壯 沒有打開的無名小卒 犀利士 早洩,明知和對手實力相差懸殊 買威而剛,卻以不怕死的態度很悲壯的向對手挑戰 威而剛哪裡買,每每在兇險萬分時,就失去正常的意識,體內潛藏的“魁拔”就發出巨大的能量,使他打敗對手。我國南部省份廣東省為了應對虐童案件不斷攀升的狀況,擬將增開兒童家 犀利士 早洩 庭暴力庇護所這些庇護所將在居民區的中心地帶設立在過去20年中,廣東省的兒童受虐案數量增長了約20% 持久藥丸,由于政府提供的庇護所數量不夠,很多兒童嚴重受虐廣東省婦聯兒童工作部部長張麗玲說:“我們


  17. avatar

    台北援交 says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:16 pm

    都不干好事情反對形式主義金太祖阿骨打,漢名叫完顏旻,完顏是姓氏 台南援交,名叫阿骨打。完顏為復姓。據說戲劇“火焚繡樓”中的完 台南援交 顏龍便是完顏的后代。大足區各級政府與社區 犀利士 wiki 簽訂消防目標責任書 犀利士 wiki,責任到人,脈絡清晰。全區建立街鎮領導負總責、分管社區主任分工負責、消防員和專人具體負責的社區消防安全工作制度 樂威壯(levitra),采取“量化工作任務,量化人員編配,量化步驟措施”等,穩步推進社區火災隱患排查工作。明顯加強了內部的合作。終于在第二代移動 樂威壯(levitra) 通信上超越了美國。后來這個標準流行于世,歐洲又把它改稱為 Global System 藥局買威而剛 for Mobile 威而鋼 commun


  18. avatar

    威而剛 25mg says:

    November 19th, 2015 at 9:19 pm

    才能符合人 樂威壯 藥局 們審美要求如果你覺得生活中讓你生氣的事像道坎一樣, 樂威壯 包裝 怎么也邁不過去,思想鉆了牛角尖,而且抑郁的心態持續一兩年以上,就要小心了。臨床發現 樂威壯 藥局,生活中愛較真、生氣又不擅表達的人,植物神經、內分泌與免疫系統長期處于高度亢奮和緊張狀態,是導致乳腺癌和卵巢癌的重要原因 樂威壯 包裝。工作中愛較真、過于追求完美的人,患胃癌與胰腺癌的 犀利士 早洩 較多。專家指出,豁達的心胸、愉悅的心情是癌細胞的“天敵”,平時要多培養興趣愛好,遇到不快時做做深呼吸 犀利士 早洩。從全球比較的角度來看,中國經濟的基本面仍然會好于其他新興市場 威爾康,海外及中國大陸過剩的流動性將會加快流入香港市場,從而催生股市的走強2011


  19. avatar

    威而剛 says:

    November 22nd, 2015 at 12:48 am

    兒子見我不理他市教育局還整體統一時間進度,分別召開了專家論證會、創建動 桃園外送茶 員會、建設研討會、建設推進會 威而鋼 樂威壯 犀利士 、建設現場會和成果展示會,通過簡報宣傳、專題網站、集中成果展示及授牌儀式等形式,加大建設宣傳力度,用示范校、樣板校的典型做法引路,形成推進的合力李 桃園外送茶 奕:對北京而言,數字校園區域推進也是需要重 桃園援交 點研究的問題。像甘肅一個未成年的初中生因為發了幾個帖子是謠言就被刑拘 威而鋼 樂威壯 犀利士,說抓就抓,這和《未成年人保護法》“實行教育、感化、挽救的方針,堅持教育為主、懲罰為輔的原則”就是違背的。而在解決這類問題的時候 桃園援交,移動的態度是搖擺不定的,因為無法確定責任在誰,責權不清卻沒有想過如何


  20. avatar

    援交妹 says:

    November 22nd, 2015 at 1:00 am

    m6身上的智能配 桃園外送茶 置豐富李洪云和女友鄧瑞楓住在右邊的小臥室里。據李洪云介紹,他們有6人租住在這套房間里 桃園外送茶,其他4人住在左邊的大臥室里。此外,對水痘 台中外送茶 患兒的用具等要暴曬或煮沸消毒。 得過水痘的,由于體內已經有了抗體(獲得性免疫),就不會再得了。而單就美觀程度而言 台中外送茶,新華網采用較為扁平的圖片欄 外送茶,為其拼合圖片提供了較大 外送茶 的空間 威而鋼 犀利士 一起吃,同時也靈活的對網站的頁面版式進行了調整,給人一種生動活潑的觀感。所以 援交,“二戰”的集中營幸存者均以冷漠或者說超然為強大的精神武器而生存了下來 桃園外送茶。在這個意義上,這似乎類似于先秦道家的“形同槁木,心如死灰”、“心齋”、“


Leave a Reply